A Letter to Lila

Malang, May 8^th 2013

Dear myself 8 months later,

Hello myself, are you ok? I hope you are fine. I really miss you. You had passed me, your fun time, your active time as students who likes organization very much, and now you have a new life as 12 grader. I know that you are really busy, on the ground that preparing for your National Examination.

A lot of pressure are coming to you, from yourself, school, family, and your future. Stress, under pressure, and unconfident might accompany your daily life, till your face tired.  I hope your integration and idealism doesn’t disappear from your soul, even though you are in the hard condition like now. Condition that make you should have full attention only for lesson and a lot of tasks. Don’t forget about what have you learn in this great school, friendship, family, and love. You must still keep these. Because you grew up here by those thing.

When you want to motivate yourself, just remember your struggle when you must have remedial of some subjects, how struggle and killer your teacher teach you, and how big support from your friends. You must learn from it. I won’t you fail for the second time. I know you are strong girl.

In other side, your family at home are waiting for your smile. Smile that bring a success story behind it. A success from your satisfying score of National Examination and a good news from Bogor Agricultural Institute.  As long as you study very hard those dream will be come true. However, don’t blame your self if those dream are not satisfying enough. It means that your way is not on that.

In the last of my letter, I hope you can pass your obstacles by well. You must struggle to reach your dream, to make happy yourself, your family, your friends and your God.

Sincerely yours,

Lila Tri Agustin